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One of my friends last week broke up with his girlfriend because she was unfaithful. I never ever thought that i would ever see him cry but i did. He was BAWLING and i couldn’t help but think how pathetic this was. He put so much of his life into this girl that he would cry for her. All i could think of was “WHy did he put the effort into this girl if he knew that it would all come to this. He would always be all over her and was like her doorman. He was her slaveboy and the only thing he got in return was a broken heart and a shattered ego. I examined myself and thought of my own misgivings what am i putting myself into too much.
There is so much that i give to other people like my time and effort put are they really worth it. My expiriences in the past few months have lead to my forsakening of dating until i can marry. I just wish that it hadn’t have been so painful and that my friends would see the same way.